Lent

I decided to do lent this year, For 40 days you give up something that you are very attached to or what ever the case maybe and for me its caffeine I luv chocolate and tea and coffee. This is already on me I love coke to much and well today went out shopping with my mom and we went to Walmaet and guess what they had Caffeine free coke so excited oh and it doesn't have as much fizz as regular coke but its out there. I hope that this will fool my body in to thinking that it is drinking Coke hopfully won't get migrains haven't had them yet but who knows. it started on the 18th of Febuary. so the second day almost over.

Some Baby Info

Any way if you don't know I'm going to be an anty yeah how fun is that going to be. So me and mom are not allowed to go to any store that has baby stuff. The other day she comes home from superstore and has a pile of baby clothes that she bought. Today she bought out walmart of all the cute sales items for boys. Bothe of my sisters are expecting Lyn and Ang. So we have a pile of clothes and they aren't even born yet. They are due in June 3 weeks apart. Ang is due on the 10th and Lyn on the 30th. Ang has had the weirdest cravings she can eat a cosco size pickle jar in a week and she likes raw potatoes. Lyn hasn't had any weird cravings. check out Lyns baby blog. Babyepp.blogspot.com

About me

If you want to see some crazy footage of me and Kimmy G go to her Blog. Mycrazyness.blogspot.com

New building

So yesterday was fun, found out that our church is going to have a building. For almost 5 years know we have been out of a church because of a fire that happened. according to the fire men it was one of the hottest fires they have fought in a long time. My brothers friend was one of the fire fighters. It was a beautiful church. On the out side it looked normal and that we would be able to stay in our building not true on the inside it was unsafe and they recommended we tear it down and start over. Its been really hard, I stopped going to our membership meetings because i couldn't stand being around that negativity all the time and the fighting they all sound like a bunch of little kids. We do have property out on Dalmeny road but its going to cost us a fortune to rebuild there. So finally after looking at buildings and some other property we found a church that was going to sell there building because they are building else were. its a Catholic church I hope that this is an answer to prayer and that people aren't going to be to picky. That this is something that we can agree on as a church. Lots of stuff come out of that fire, people changed and things came to the surface that should have never come up.

God works in so many ways.

I'm so weak but he is strong

So really tired I should go to bed but i just have to blog. So I'm. Its been really crazy this past little while, looking back at my Bible school dayz and how pumped I was to be learning so much. I was a sponge. My school Rocky mountain college they really challenfed us to put our faith into action. I got involved in so many ministry options. I was involved in Choir and that in it self was awesome, you could argue that your just performing how is that glorifying God. Being all about striving for excellent but isn't that what we should be offering our excellence in the gifts that God has blessed us with.
So many amazing things came out of that for me. I became confident in myself and I grew out of the box that I set for myself. I don't remeber were we where on our 2 week tour but there was this lady there with her family she hosted me some other girls. She had cancer and she didn't know how long she had and just the message in some of the songs that we sang they touched her heart. It was so humbling to know that we blessed people through the songs that we sang. Any way our dorm also went to down town Calgary some sundays just to hand out sandwiches to the homeless. It opened my eyes so much, there were so many of them I could not believe it. Icouldn't understand why there were so many of them. Then to think saskatoon doesn't have this many homeless, either I just ignored in all the years that I lived in Saskatoon or I don't know but i got a wake up call when i moved back. I also went on a missions trip to El salvador we built 5 houses in 5 days intense and we were there for 10 days. I was just so awesome to be part of that. The one family that we were building the house for they were a family of 6 and half there house was a chicken coop and the other half they lived in and it was falling apart and becoming very unsafe to live in. So we built them this house and just the feeling of being part of something so small that is apart of a bigger picture thats awesome. I remeber coming away from that expereince so changed and on fire for God. I couldn't get enough of him and know I can't even open the bible. I want to so badly I want to get to know him all over again I want to fall in love with him. I want him to be my centre, so badly that my heart aches. Please pray for me that I can have some one on one time that I can schedule him in to my crazy life so that he can help me manage it. I'm so week, but he is strong.

stressed human

I think that God is trying to teach me something theses dayz. Not sure what it is but my life has been changing drastically. I'm an Assistant Manager at a Ten Thousand Villages store and its part time and thee other times I work in the office at JnE Welding. At ttv they think that I'm to young to do my Job, I'm 21 and maybe I'm who no's. I'm also a youth leader and sunday school teacher and sing on a worship team in my church. I have a busy life. Every day I'm tired stressed and put on a happy mask when I go to youth because I'm not there for me but for my girls, They are wonderful and so full of life and I can't wait to see were they will be in 10 years. They are growing spirtually and becoming more aware of who they are every day. I treat them like my own sisters and I don't no what i would do if they ever got hurt by someone.
Any I easily get distracted in my train of thought. I find it so hard just to open the bible and read because i'm so exausted. I really need to find a quiet time in my day. I'm totally not a morning person and by the time the day is done i'm exausted. How people do it and keep there sanity.

This is my concern

This is my concern these dayz!
Boys growing up in the delusion that they have to wear this new boby spray (Axe) and women will just flolk to you in heards. ITS NOT TRUE THEY ARE LYING TO YOU! and in the process sufficating us with that stentch. OH and heres a type if you going to wear it, 1 SPRAY Will do the trick if you smell sweaty were some of that stuff they call deoderant do not substitute I repeat do not substitute. If your in an enclosed room and there are a lot of you and u happen to Fart do not cover it with the spray of Axe. Some of us are allergic to strong sents and we suffer from sinus infections, alot of the time. So spare us please and use proper hygene procedures.
This is my concern.
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